Heaven Beside You

Be what you wanna be
See what you came to see
Been what you wanna be
I don’t like what I see

Like the coldest winter chill
Heaven Beside you, Hell within
Like the coldest winter chill
Heaven beside you, Hell within
Like the coldest winter will
Heaven beside you, Hell within
And you think you have it still,
Heaven inside you

So there’s problems in your life
That’s fucked up
And I’m not blind
I’m just see-through, faded
Super jaded
And out of my mind

Do what you wanna do
Go out and seek your truth
When I’m down and blue
Rather be me than you

Like the coldest winter chill
Heaven beside you, Hell within
Like the coldest winter chill
Heaven beside you, Hell within
Like the coldest winter will
Heaven beside you, Hell within
And you wish you had it still,
Heaven inside you

So there’s problems in your life
That’s fucked up
And I’m not blind
I’m just see-through, faded
Super jaded
And out of my mind

Like the coldest winter chill
Heaven beside you, Hell within
Like the coldest winter chill
Heaven beside you, Hell within
Like the coldest winter will
Heaven beside you, Hell within
And you know you have it still,
Heaven inside you

So there’s problems in your life
That’s fucked up
But you’re not blind
You’re just see-through, faded
Over-rated
And out of your mind

- Alice in Chains

Madhouse Ramblings

I’m a soldier riding a pale horse and when I look down I see that the horse is nothing but fossils held together with all kinds of artificiality. This cyborg creature disgusts me so much that I almost throw up, then I realize it’s not a cyborg horse but a centaur with me as its head.

Ruminations

Ruminating is what a cow does when it regurgitates its food to chew on it some more. It is not good to spend too much time doing this with your thoughts.

Be ever mindful of the present, dwelling too much on the past or the future is fruitless.